God's Funny

i find that God has a sense of humor

because what i've found interesting is that God has given me a lot of gifts and has moulded me into who i am and i've become aware of a lot of things and He has prepared me by feeding me knowledge, thoughts and wisdom so i was happy but not knowing that he has done all this and being oblivious to it all

BUT then all of a sudden BOOM God pushes me to use what i have acquired to help others and its not one of those simple nudges but a strong forced pushed and i don't really have a choice at this point

like i wasn't given an option or a return point hence why i "hate" God
because i find sometimes he has a sense of humor

but all i know is that this was all apart of God's plan for me and well i have to follow it otherwise there maybe consequences

change for change

ok now since i've worked at coles before and also been a customer there is a interesting game out there [well for me anyways] is that who will get the coin and will it pass :D

how it works is when u get change from buying stuff, sometimes you get those overseas money which can't be used anywhere DON'T exchange it back for proper change keep it and see if you can pass it off to someone else. As in go and buy something from another store and use that exact same coin and try to get rid of it XD (more fun if its not NZ money because its too close to AUS money)

and its more fun if you can pass it off to your friend XP

Help me!!!

Wanting help but not asking

Have you ever done something hard for example lifting a heavy box and wanting help but not asking for it hoping for a good samaritan to come by and help you and when that good samaritan comes by and asks "do you need any help?" and then you do something stupid and go "no.. its ok" and they leave but inside ur like dying for that help ^^"

and it also works the other way of being the good samaritan, when you see someone who needs help doing something and you go in your head "hmm... should i help or not? ... yeah i should help :)" so you go help and get rejected ^^" because they either

A: going through what i just talked about
B: they actually don't need you help
C: they just think you're weird and stalking them
D: OF COURSE they want ur help can't you see how hard it is

its a pretty funny dilemma when i think about it :)

Fitness

Well today i push my fitness level kinda

yeah i went for a bike ride today to the Logan water tower out near kuraby and it was a tough battle going up a very very steep hill at the start and end because i live on a hill basically and no matter which direction i go i always end up having to ride up a hill on the way home = ='

It was alright only took 3 short 2min breaks and drank half a 600ml bottle of water, reason i only drank half the bottle was because i didnt want to run out of water lol

but yeah it was a high achievement for me today because i didnt expect to get that far but i was able to make it. In the end it was quite a trip as well making 3 wrong turns which cost me a lot because all those wrong turns were uphill = ="

but it was pretty cool i got to see a wedding while i was riding which so happen to be at my one and only plan pit stops beside a lake but meh... since it was a really nice place to choose a wedding, so i didnt mind that much

but yeah im planning to make a mockumentary of this experience which will be up one day :D
it would be great if you could help or just wanna come along for the ride, all thats required is a bike and a determined heart =D

Who do you trust?

hmm... Driving

i reckon there's no such thing as dangerous driving (talking about friends only) because the way i see it is if you trust them enough to drive you then your fine

because a lot of people go man u drive so fast or dangerous <== not talking about myself/kinda, maybe i don't know ^^

but really to them its safe because they drive that many times that they know how to change lanes and know how to fit in really tight gaps and stuff. So its really if you trust them enough to drive you from point A to B :D

Like everyone can say I'm a Safe driver because i don't speed or whatever the reason but really you don't know if you are a safe driver until you actually ask people is what i reckon (Warning if you ask you better be ready to take it)

but all i know is tat i got 3 different driving styles
By myself: I test out cornering and lane changing
with someone who trust me: i just drive normal with some speeding +other stuff but still "Safe"
with someone that I've never driven before: i drive like I'm on my L's :(

All nighters

Last night was the 2nd/1st all nighter i ever had and you know what its not actually tat bad :D because the thing i found cool about the all nighter is that it doesnt feel so long and it was nice hearing the birds sing in the morning as for the sun rise i didnt care about tat much because i wasnt in a nice place to see one.

reason for 2nd was because my first all nighter was at schoolies and where i was a bum and had no where to sleep because i didnt plan a place to sleep before i went down so went fishing all night :D

but 1st all nighter is because i spent it doing my assignment and surprisingly i felt like i had more energy than normal because i went to play sport instead of choosing to sleep lol and i dont regret it (but really i should because the assignment was really rushed in the end). but in the end i dont plan on doing all nighters again.

ah... well i can finally go to sleep but too bad i have to wake up early tomorrow :(

Don't Stand in front of ME!!!!

man i gotta start blogging more its been like a month or more since last blog
anyways back to the topic Don't Stand in front of me

yea... u know how when ur just staring off into the distance like when ur waiting for the bus and looking in tat direction or just sitting down waiting for the next class and u just start randomly at a wall or something :S

i find it really annoying when someone just comes from where ever and stands directly in front of you blocking what u were just staring and what gets even more annoying is that u the can't look at that point anymore because if would just be Awkward...

eg. if it was a girl they would think im into them or something
if it as a guy it will end up in a fight or something like tat

hmm.... i wonder whats the best solution to this actually either stare at them till they move
find a new point to blank stare at (which i find annoying because then ur head isn't straight anymore)
move somewhere else where u can blank stare lol <== tats just annoying
what do u readers think the best thing would be?

Forgetting

Hmm... today i had an interesting question tat came into my mind that i was pondering about all day

I was wondering if it was possible to forget a skill you have acquired through experience

Because i have gotten the Designers eye now which i regretfully dont want now, during 1st year uni my tutor said that one day she got the designers eye and notice that she looks are everything with an artistic view now which i wanted and now have gotten. which isnt a bad thing seeing art in everything but the downfall is that you end up hating your own work and sometimes judging others ppl (hard)work that they have done for you or done. which is whats really annoying me because i use to be happy with what i produced but now when i look back over everything they all look crap to me.

yeah thats why im wondering if it is possible to forget a skill you have required

Documentary

Hey readers i need ideas for a 10min documentary i have to make
ideas are due before next week August 7th
ideas i got so far
- follow hoons around
- comparing the life or a worker student and highschooler

thats all i got so far
ideas ppl???

and once i have the idea do u reader mind being film for whateva reason
thanks

Balance this

Well today i went to pick up the RICE hoodies and during the drive me and my friend came up with an interesting question

when ur a Uni student you have all the time in the world but no money
when ur a full time worker you have enough money but no time

so im just wondering how do u balance that???

about the RICE hoodies the sizes are fine for guys and look great but are little too thin so dont know if they will keep u warm for the girls i dont know about the sizing but its thick enough to keep you warm :)

Skirmish

yeah double post today

well this morning i had a dream about skirmish and what was interesting was that it started out normal shooting, dodging paintballs and stuff but then during the game i noticed that no one was really playing the game meaning that we had to capture the flag and put it on the enemy's base so i just dropped my gun because i didnt have any money with me so i couldn't buy any extra ammo and that was my conclusion of saving ammo for later games and ran for the flag which was in the middle of the classroom (yeah... the skirmish game was inside a classroom and there was only 1 flag you could capture) once i got it i bolted to the side of the classroom and dived in between a couple of desk.Tthen everyone on the opposite team turned and started shooting me while i was in mid air so i was counted as dead since i got shot like 10+ times before i landed

After that there was a shootout between me and someone else and only one person was allowed the gun and i wanted to be shot so i let the other person have the gun but then the organiser decided to give me the gun and shoot the other person so i was nice enough to ask where do you want to be shot and he choose his groin which was surprising and i thought i was only meant to shoot once so i did and the bullet curved hit his leg instead but then the organiser said is that it??? so i just kept shooting after that like another 15 times because he fell to the ground which was about the same time i woke up

Holidays

yeah i've been pretty busy during these holidays which is the first time ever because normally i just spend a ton of money at plaza during the holiday period

but now due to RICE and other related stuff i have had the first productive holidays ever :D
this is some of the stuff i have done these holidays:
- Planned out a Treasure Hunt for the youth camp
- Played a Ton of Badminton
- Design stuff for Rice
- Painted signs
- catched up with some old friends

so overall im happy with what i've done these holidays

*sorry bout the shortness, but will put more in the future :)*

being ask for forgiveness

normally im a easy going type of person and can easily forgive someone for anything but what was interesting today was that i have never been ask for forgiveness which really hit me because it just rarely happens these days

But what happen was i went to CG(cyber games) for some zombie killing due to boredness and didnt want to play badminton because then i would be playing badminton 4 times this week if i went today

When i got there i saw some old primary school friends there which i havent seen for a few years i just said a quick hi then went to the friends i arrange to meet there and watched them play for a bit before i started playing. while i was just standing there watching my friend killing zombies my old primary school friend came up and ask if i could come outside for a bit which i found really strange because i didnt know why he would ask me to come outside or what he wanted but i agreed and went outside with him

when we got outside he ask could i forgive him for being racise to me back in primary school and that really hit me because that was the last thing i expected and it takes a lot of courage to ask for forgiveness, which i was more than glad to forgive him since i forgot about it.

when i got home i gave it a deeper thought and remembered that i did hate him because of something he had done to me back in grade 5 and i also remember starting a fight with him for some reason and i use to blame him for stuff he didnt do. (ahh kids) but now i have to properly forgive him because it was kinda like ok, no probs, *shake hands* *smile* since i couldn't remember what he really did to me. anyways yeah i have to properly forgive him for what he has done and ask for forgiveness as well for starting a fight with him and blaming him for nothing.

GOd's Plan?

ok this thought came up a few days ago which i found really strange because im wondering did God really plan out my life till now?

Background:
Back in grade 12 i spent once a week going to tafe doing a cert IV in Events Management and after the course i was thinking im never going to use this course for anything.
Next i didnt know what i wanted to study during that time and got into Multimedia at Griffith and i came up with the same thought again im never going to use this course for anything.

Now im finding myself in Rice having to use my design skills and Events skills helping out planning this event. which is making me wonder did God really plan this out so that i could serve him and while i was in grade 12 i wasnt christen yet which is what intrigue's me more because back then i wasnt planning on serving God at all.

Film Project

Hey fellow readers this is just my assignment that i made for my film class and though i just share it with you guys as well

Background:
It is about a self proclaimed basket baller who has a really big ego and calls in film people to show how good he really is (so its a mockumentary)
*warning about colour bars and tone for 10sec at start*

1st time i ever studied

I decided today will be the day i start committing my self to Uni and study. Because throughout my whole life i have have never really sat down and studied for more than 5min or even 1 lol. i even remember for the night before QCS how everyone was preparing themselves for it. I spent my night playing games and hired a movie to watch, doing leisurely stuff :D

so today i spent $9 on study equipment 2 highlighter and paid $6 to print off all the lecture slides for this semester and sat down for at least 1.5hrs which is a record for me and i hope that this isnt a 1 off thing and that i stay this committed for the rest of my uni life

T-shirts

Recently i have been having too many dreams and there are some side effects with having too many dreams that you remember.
1. i get lost in my memories meaning i remember something but i dont know if it actually happen
2. when i dont have a dream i felt like i didnt sleep at all
i can only think of a couple for now but there are probably more but anyways back to topic of T-shirts

this year i decided to help out in RICE which is an inter church evangelistic thing for high schoolers and im on the design team and one of the first jobs for me was designing a T-shirt and i had quite joy in making it. So i've decided to start designing my own shirts for fun and printing them :D and as a plus for readers of this blog i can print off extra shirts if you like my designs for you and only charge you for the price to make them and i wont add any extra cost so i wont be making any profit at all

another thing for my readers is that if you ever get ideas that you think would look good on a shirt/jumper/sweater tell me and i'll try and make it :D

my first idea for a t-shirt is a big barcode printed across the front of the shirt saying made in china under it :P

friend lives on Island Dream

yes yes another dream i had 2 days in a row lol not sure if this is healthy for me but anyways

this one began with me at the studying chinese on a tuesday night but some reason i was studying it during the day time in class but yeah after the class had finished we all went out to do something and it started getting late and i felt bad letting my friend catch a bus home so i offered to drive her and she accepted

so i was driving along the intercity bypass and i miss the turn off that i was meant to turn onto because she gave the direction too late but yeah i was figuring a way to turn around and get back onto the exit ramp without haveing to go the long way and the next thing i knew was that i just somehow appeard on the exit ramp lol

and i look on a map somehow and figured that this was the only exit to her house because this was the only road in and out i was like ok.... but yeah anyways when i got to her house she was like u can have partys get togethers and pool parties here and i was looking around and it was a massive hall with a massive pool in the ground.

it was pretty WOW-ing because i ask her do u live on this whole island because it was seperate from the main land and was only connected by a road and shes like yeah and i was just really surprise because i never knew anyone who lived on an island and all

House Fire Dream

hello fellow readers here's another random i had lol

I was on Warrigle rd again lol but this time it was on the other side where the farm was and i was hmm... cant remeber what i was doing but was at a wooden old school house and across the field i saw a house on fire i with a corner has been burnt off and i could see a man on fire getting burnt in his room and he was running around and i just walked around the house i was at not caring about whats happening accorss the field but then i saw a friend and i started to talk to him and he made me care about whats happening accorss the field so i quickly ran accross and got a hose (this was ur average garden hose) from around the corner of the house and somehow it was enough to take out the blazing fire and i was also able to hose down the man and after that i just went inside the house and the man just walked around all fine with some boils on him and he was all fine

who lost their phone dream

yeah random dream i had a few weeks ago and i was meant to post this up ages ago but due to lack of net, i forgot and couldn't but anyways here it goes

i was walking down Warrigle Rd down near Fanfare St and when i walked passed the bus stop i noticed that there was a phone left behind and i notice it was my friends HTC phone so i pick it up and returning it to him when i saw him next but what was interesting i saw a whole bunch of other phones laying around as well so i decieded to pick them up as well althrough i didnt know what i was going to do with them lol

but yeah then i walk back up warrigle rd accross from the primary school into the park and some old man came up and ask me if i saw anything left down back at the bus stop and i was like yeah i found some phones and he's like "oh can i have it back" considering i had like 10 phones in my bag i was like :S so i ask him what did it look like and he said he forget so i beleived him considering he was old lol

so i showed him all the phones and he quickly grabed my bag and try and make a run for it which he did get away but he ran into a van and sat down so i followed him and ran into the van which he was in and a wrestle with him trying to get my bag back but more importantly all the other phone and manage to get 1 phone back which was my friends but i was still struggling with him to get all of them

then my grandma woke me up and messed up the whole dream so yeah no ending
but thats normal, dreams always ending in the good parts i did try going back to sleep to rehave the dream because i wanted to finish it but it failed lol