Baptism

I have seen so many people grow in Christ over the past6-8 months and even taking a big step by getting baptize and i feel that i should have decided to get baptize a few weeks ago when there was a chance but due to my stubbornness i choose not to.

reasons why i choose not to

1. I felt like i would be a hypocrite because back in rice last year when i was talking to my friend at the big day out we were talking about baptism and saying how his friends sister got baptize after going to church for 6-12 months and im like WOW but said "man i going to follow Christ and go to church but never get baptize because its like GAME OVER that's your life sign away. so yeah felt like a hypocrite if i got baptize =_="

2. One of my friends told me you are ready to get baptize now after reading my testimony at BLT camp and i was like huh? how am i ready and he said well u know your wrongs and accepted Jesus as lord and savior and tats all you need. but im like ok.... but i dont feel ready yet due to point 1 and that its just not the right time and show how i came up with the figure in the next 2 years i will get baptize.

3. Well i felt that i wasnt ready to get baptize yet because it felt too meaning less since, only my Christen friends would get to see me and not my non-christen friends and i wanted to share my testimony to them and show how god can really change you. So due to that i didnt get baptize

4. what really was moving at the Baptizm i was at when i saw my friends get baptize was that i was thinking i should have been there or felt like someone said tat to me and im like yea... i should of just taken the big step and put GAME OVER on my past like and relive as a new person. At times i really felt like crying tears of JOy but as a guy u gotta hold it in :P

well after all this im waiting for the next chance to get baptize and seeing if im really ready by then because after these 4 points i figured who cares whoever sees me get baptize as long as i admit it to my friends after i do get baptize it would be sufficient because then I AM not ASAHMED anymore :D