Don't Stand in front of ME!!!!

man i gotta start blogging more its been like a month or more since last blog
anyways back to the topic Don't Stand in front of me

yea... u know how when ur just staring off into the distance like when ur waiting for the bus and looking in tat direction or just sitting down waiting for the next class and u just start randomly at a wall or something :S

i find it really annoying when someone just comes from where ever and stands directly in front of you blocking what u were just staring and what gets even more annoying is that u the can't look at that point anymore because if would just be Awkward...

eg. if it was a girl they would think im into them or something
if it as a guy it will end up in a fight or something like tat

hmm.... i wonder whats the best solution to this actually either stare at them till they move
find a new point to blank stare at (which i find annoying because then ur head isn't straight anymore)
move somewhere else where u can blank stare lol <== tats just annoying
what do u readers think the best thing would be?

Forgetting

Hmm... today i had an interesting question tat came into my mind that i was pondering about all day

I was wondering if it was possible to forget a skill you have acquired through experience

Because i have gotten the Designers eye now which i regretfully dont want now, during 1st year uni my tutor said that one day she got the designers eye and notice that she looks are everything with an artistic view now which i wanted and now have gotten. which isnt a bad thing seeing art in everything but the downfall is that you end up hating your own work and sometimes judging others ppl (hard)work that they have done for you or done. which is whats really annoying me because i use to be happy with what i produced but now when i look back over everything they all look crap to me.

yeah thats why im wondering if it is possible to forget a skill you have required

Documentary

Hey readers i need ideas for a 10min documentary i have to make
ideas are due before next week August 7th
ideas i got so far
- follow hoons around
- comparing the life or a worker student and highschooler

thats all i got so far
ideas ppl???

and once i have the idea do u reader mind being film for whateva reason
thanks

Balance this

Well today i went to pick up the RICE hoodies and during the drive me and my friend came up with an interesting question

when ur a Uni student you have all the time in the world but no money
when ur a full time worker you have enough money but no time

so im just wondering how do u balance that???

about the RICE hoodies the sizes are fine for guys and look great but are little too thin so dont know if they will keep u warm for the girls i dont know about the sizing but its thick enough to keep you warm :)

Skirmish

yeah double post today

well this morning i had a dream about skirmish and what was interesting was that it started out normal shooting, dodging paintballs and stuff but then during the game i noticed that no one was really playing the game meaning that we had to capture the flag and put it on the enemy's base so i just dropped my gun because i didnt have any money with me so i couldn't buy any extra ammo and that was my conclusion of saving ammo for later games and ran for the flag which was in the middle of the classroom (yeah... the skirmish game was inside a classroom and there was only 1 flag you could capture) once i got it i bolted to the side of the classroom and dived in between a couple of desk.Tthen everyone on the opposite team turned and started shooting me while i was in mid air so i was counted as dead since i got shot like 10+ times before i landed

After that there was a shootout between me and someone else and only one person was allowed the gun and i wanted to be shot so i let the other person have the gun but then the organiser decided to give me the gun and shoot the other person so i was nice enough to ask where do you want to be shot and he choose his groin which was surprising and i thought i was only meant to shoot once so i did and the bullet curved hit his leg instead but then the organiser said is that it??? so i just kept shooting after that like another 15 times because he fell to the ground which was about the same time i woke up

Holidays

yeah i've been pretty busy during these holidays which is the first time ever because normally i just spend a ton of money at plaza during the holiday period

but now due to RICE and other related stuff i have had the first productive holidays ever :D
this is some of the stuff i have done these holidays:
- Planned out a Treasure Hunt for the youth camp
- Played a Ton of Badminton
- Design stuff for Rice
- Painted signs
- catched up with some old friends

so overall im happy with what i've done these holidays

*sorry bout the shortness, but will put more in the future :)*

being ask for forgiveness

normally im a easy going type of person and can easily forgive someone for anything but what was interesting today was that i have never been ask for forgiveness which really hit me because it just rarely happens these days

But what happen was i went to CG(cyber games) for some zombie killing due to boredness and didnt want to play badminton because then i would be playing badminton 4 times this week if i went today

When i got there i saw some old primary school friends there which i havent seen for a few years i just said a quick hi then went to the friends i arrange to meet there and watched them play for a bit before i started playing. while i was just standing there watching my friend killing zombies my old primary school friend came up and ask if i could come outside for a bit which i found really strange because i didnt know why he would ask me to come outside or what he wanted but i agreed and went outside with him

when we got outside he ask could i forgive him for being racise to me back in primary school and that really hit me because that was the last thing i expected and it takes a lot of courage to ask for forgiveness, which i was more than glad to forgive him since i forgot about it.

when i got home i gave it a deeper thought and remembered that i did hate him because of something he had done to me back in grade 5 and i also remember starting a fight with him for some reason and i use to blame him for stuff he didnt do. (ahh kids) but now i have to properly forgive him because it was kinda like ok, no probs, *shake hands* *smile* since i couldn't remember what he really did to me. anyways yeah i have to properly forgive him for what he has done and ask for forgiveness as well for starting a fight with him and blaming him for nothing.