Just wanted to share my testimony with everyone out there its the same one i read out at UF
yeah this is the pray i made when i discovered God's love
Dear God
I’m really thankful that you have showed me my wrongs today through my friends and showed me that I am a sinner and a very deceitful person and that lying has become my life.
I pray that you help me count the cost of everything I have every done wrong/sinful ways and showed me the light of your voice because truly you area indescribable in everything you do.
I pray you give me the courage to repent all my sins to everyone I have done lied to and done wrong which includes stealing money from my mum, lying to my family and friends, talking behind my friends backs, not honouring my mother and father as you see and worst of all rejecting you as our saviour who died on the cross for me eventhrough you did not know me.
I know that I must turn to you for everything and know that you are always there for me and that even in times of suffering and self doubt, you will always pull me through.
I can now say that I AM A CHRISTEN with no more question marks next to it and that there never will be again. (FULL STOP) the fact that I can say I AM A CHRISTEN out loud and proud gives me the ability to trust in you and give everything that you have given me, all back to you.
This joy that’s in my heart is really indescribable right now. It feels like the Holy Sprit has finally entered deep into my heart and will never go away. I pray that I will only ever keep going spiritually and physically and use everything I have learntand put it into practice
AMEN
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Baptism
I have seen so many people grow in Christ over the past6-8 months and even taking a big step by getting baptize and i feel that i should have decided to get baptize a few weeks ago when there was a chance but due to my stubbornness i choose not to.
reasons why i choose not to
1. I felt like i would be a hypocrite because back in rice last year when i was talking to my friend at the big day out we were talking about baptism and saying how his friends sister got baptize after going to church for 6-12 months and im like WOW but said "man i going to follow Christ and go to church but never get baptize because its like GAME OVER that's your life sign away. so yeah felt like a hypocrite if i got baptize =_="
2. One of my friends told me you are ready to get baptize now after reading my testimony at BLT camp and i was like huh? how am i ready and he said well u know your wrongs and accepted Jesus as lord and savior and tats all you need. but im like ok.... but i dont feel ready yet due to point 1 and that its just not the right time and show how i came up with the figure in the next 2 years i will get baptize.
3. Well i felt that i wasnt ready to get baptize yet because it felt too meaning less since, only my Christen friends would get to see me and not my non-christen friends and i wanted to share my testimony to them and show how god can really change you. So due to that i didnt get baptize
4. what really was moving at the Baptizm i was at when i saw my friends get baptize was that i was thinking i should have been there or felt like someone said tat to me and im like yea... i should of just taken the big step and put GAME OVER on my past like and relive as a new person. At times i really felt like crying tears of JOy but as a guy u gotta hold it in :P
well after all this im waiting for the next chance to get baptize and seeing if im really ready by then because after these 4 points i figured who cares whoever sees me get baptize as long as i admit it to my friends after i do get baptize it would be sufficient because then I AM not ASAHMED anymore :D
reasons why i choose not to
1. I felt like i would be a hypocrite because back in rice last year when i was talking to my friend at the big day out we were talking about baptism and saying how his friends sister got baptize after going to church for 6-12 months and im like WOW but said "man i going to follow Christ and go to church but never get baptize because its like GAME OVER that's your life sign away. so yeah felt like a hypocrite if i got baptize =_="
2. One of my friends told me you are ready to get baptize now after reading my testimony at BLT camp and i was like huh? how am i ready and he said well u know your wrongs and accepted Jesus as lord and savior and tats all you need. but im like ok.... but i dont feel ready yet due to point 1 and that its just not the right time and show how i came up with the figure in the next 2 years i will get baptize.
3. Well i felt that i wasnt ready to get baptize yet because it felt too meaning less since, only my Christen friends would get to see me and not my non-christen friends and i wanted to share my testimony to them and show how god can really change you. So due to that i didnt get baptize
4. what really was moving at the Baptizm i was at when i saw my friends get baptize was that i was thinking i should have been there or felt like someone said tat to me and im like yea... i should of just taken the big step and put GAME OVER on my past like and relive as a new person. At times i really felt like crying tears of JOy but as a guy u gotta hold it in :P
well after all this im waiting for the next chance to get baptize and seeing if im really ready by then because after these 4 points i figured who cares whoever sees me get baptize as long as i admit it to my friends after i do get baptize it would be sufficient because then I AM not ASAHMED anymore :D
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Fail.....
Fail 1
I left my mobile at home while i was packing my bag today and when i got to uni i noticed i left it at home.
Fail 2
I was talking to my friend last night about meeting up so we could start our report and get it over and done with but... while we were talking on msn he said that he isn't free on tomorrow(which is today) but could make it on friday and i miss tat vital point of info so i came to uni today without a phone to call him so i was hopeing to meet him at the library since we said agreed to meet there
Fail 3
Since there was no Uni today for me :D i still came to uni because of Fail 2 but then figured not to waste it and normally i meet up with another friend on Thusday during the 2hr break just to chat and maybe do some bible study BUT.... he went home early today and is going to uni later on today to meet up with his group members to do an assignment and due to Fail 1 I wasnt able to contact him till he actually got home :(
WiN = GOD
after all the Fails i decided to pray to God about it and ask him to help me anyway he can because i didn't know what i was going to do. After the pray it was an instant answer :D my friend i was meant to meet up to do the report came online on msn :D and thats when i figured it that we were meant to meet tomorrow. God also answerd Fail 3 because one of my friends sent me an sms the other day using sms-pup and thats what came to mind so i could contact him about meeting up and then he came on facebook to tell me that he wasnt coming and all.
Althrough altogether im still at uni by myself not doing much apart from writing this blog and started a little bit of my report, I'm still at a fail with nothing to do I would still like to Praise God because normally i leave my laptop at home because its too heavy to carry around but i decided to bring my laptop due to the report needed to be written but didnt know what the laptop was going to be used for :)
So if it wasnt for me bringing my laptop i would still be back at Fail 2 and 3 with no way to contact my friends and not knowing that i was meant to meet him tomorrow :D
I left my mobile at home while i was packing my bag today and when i got to uni i noticed i left it at home.
Fail 2
I was talking to my friend last night about meeting up so we could start our report and get it over and done with but... while we were talking on msn he said that he isn't free on tomorrow(which is today) but could make it on friday and i miss tat vital point of info so i came to uni today without a phone to call him so i was hopeing to meet him at the library since we said agreed to meet there
Fail 3
Since there was no Uni today for me :D i still came to uni because of Fail 2 but then figured not to waste it and normally i meet up with another friend on Thusday during the 2hr break just to chat and maybe do some bible study BUT.... he went home early today and is going to uni later on today to meet up with his group members to do an assignment and due to Fail 1 I wasnt able to contact him till he actually got home :(
WiN = GOD
after all the Fails i decided to pray to God about it and ask him to help me anyway he can because i didn't know what i was going to do. After the pray it was an instant answer :D my friend i was meant to meet up to do the report came online on msn :D and thats when i figured it that we were meant to meet tomorrow. God also answerd Fail 3 because one of my friends sent me an sms the other day using sms-pup and thats what came to mind so i could contact him about meeting up and then he came on facebook to tell me that he wasnt coming and all.
Althrough altogether im still at uni by myself not doing much apart from writing this blog and started a little bit of my report, I'm still at a fail with nothing to do I would still like to Praise God because normally i leave my laptop at home because its too heavy to carry around but i decided to bring my laptop due to the report needed to be written but didnt know what the laptop was going to be used for :)
So if it wasnt for me bringing my laptop i would still be back at Fail 2 and 3 with no way to contact my friends and not knowing that i was meant to meet him tomorrow :D
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Drawing's
(^pretend this one had a phone because i had to use the phone to take the picture^ lol)
Drawing was always one of my weak points and today during my once in a life time "study sessions" i was trying to learn how to draw because its something that can't be taught by anyone but can be self taught if u spend the time.
Since im doing multimedia it may help with future projects knowing how to draw "good" especially with film because i have to draw up story boards for every production i make.
When i use to draw things i always drew of what i through i saw not what i saw (if you guys understand what i mean) and i had a friend tell me not to chicken sketch because its bad and its really unprofessional, so i took the advice and started this as one of my first drawing and hopefully many more to come.
yeah this is all for today :D just wanted to make a post because my other friends make blogs today as well :P
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Goals for my life
Well i always wanted to make a list of thing i wanted to do un my life but never really did it was always in my head. So since im started blogging I've decided to put it here because i cant think of anything else to write :P
(not in any particular order)
1. Go on a Road Trip to somewhere in Australia (10hr drive minimum)
2. Travel around the world
3. Do or be apart of a world record
4. Make a drama (min 24eps)
5. Make a feature film
6. Run/ride for a charity
7. Compete in a national sporting event (must come 1st 2nd or 3rd)
8. Get baptized
9. Get in a police chase ( i know this might put me in jail and i might not do it)
10. Tune up a car mostly by myself and race it
11. Make a good coffee with those $4000 coffee making machines
12. Play guitar for a crowed at a concert
13. Invent something
14. Get bashed up (i know this one is stupid but just wanna know the feeling :P)
15. Go back packing ( I know its like traveling around the world but this is different)
16. Look into space with a expensive telescope
17. Honk the horn on a train
18. Cook a specialty dish for my friends (eg ho fun but the hard way)
19. Be Disabled (temporary, eg wheel chair)
20. Make a friends wish become true
21. Sponsor someone overseas to come study and live here in Australia
and the list goes on and on but the is all i can think of right now but what i suggest also make your own one either in your head or write it down and look at it from time to time :D
(not in any particular order)
1. Go on a Road Trip to somewhere in Australia (10hr drive minimum)
2. Travel around the world
3. Do or be apart of a world record
4. Make a drama (min 24eps)
5. Make a feature film
6. Run/ride for a charity
7. Compete in a national sporting event (must come 1st 2nd or 3rd)
8. Get baptized
9. Get in a police chase ( i know this might put me in jail and i might not do it)
10. Tune up a car mostly by myself and race it
11. Make a good coffee with those $4000 coffee making machines
12. Play guitar for a crowed at a concert
13. Invent something
14. Get bashed up (i know this one is stupid but just wanna know the feeling :P)
15. Go back packing ( I know its like traveling around the world but this is different)
16. Look into space with a expensive telescope
17. Honk the horn on a train
18. Cook a specialty dish for my friends (eg ho fun but the hard way)
19. Be Disabled (temporary, eg wheel chair)
20. Make a friends wish become true
21. Sponsor someone overseas to come study and live here in Australia
and the list goes on and on but the is all i can think of right now but what i suggest also make your own one either in your head or write it down and look at it from time to time :D
Thursday, April 16, 2009
No HAts :(
I've decided to do change something that represented me which was/is my hat
funny thing is tat there's a story behind why i wear a hat all the time.
It was during the days i was at Warrigle Rd Primary school and they had a rule where you have to wear a hat at lunch time so u could play on the oval and playground. I use to forget to bring my hat all the time and could never go out to play, so i just figured to wear it everywhere so i dont forget it and could always play :D which worked out fine and since it went on for 7 years it just became a habit of mine to wear it everywhere.
I think maybe high school would be another reason i wore a hat everywhere because since i was a lazy person and couldn't be bother to do my hair in the morning, so the hat just became the quick and easy answer :D
yeah today is a new day and decided not to wear at hat anymore/much and seeing if i can break out of this bad/good habit
funny thing is tat there's a story behind why i wear a hat all the time.
It was during the days i was at Warrigle Rd Primary school and they had a rule where you have to wear a hat at lunch time so u could play on the oval and playground. I use to forget to bring my hat all the time and could never go out to play, so i just figured to wear it everywhere so i dont forget it and could always play :D which worked out fine and since it went on for 7 years it just became a habit of mine to wear it everywhere.
I think maybe high school would be another reason i wore a hat everywhere because since i was a lazy person and couldn't be bother to do my hair in the morning, so the hat just became the quick and easy answer :D
yeah today is a new day and decided not to wear at hat anymore/much and seeing if i can break out of this bad/good habit
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Dream's...what do they mean???
Dreams are not to be remembered people say
Asain parents say that its bad to remember dreams
anyways im going to talk about my dreams and hopefully someone can interpret them becacuse i had them on different days but the strange thing was how they were related
Dream 1
I was in High school in Hong Kong, this was at the start of the day and all the students were dissing a white guy and white ppl in general then the teacher came in and we all sat down at our desk but then the teacher started making fun of white ppl as well and i couldn't take it anymore when the teacher said what are white people??? so i slam my hand down on the desk and said they are my best firends
Dream 2
I was late to a soccer pratice and i was running as fast as i could to get there and it felt pretty cool because the sidewalk became like a roller coaster going around corners and stuff (strange since im scared of roller coastes as noted in my last blog) but yeah when i got there i then figured i was the best player in team and was captain of the team as well (strange as well because i havent played in a soccer team since grade 5) and while we were training there i notice a group of people standing on the side, these people were disabled children and i ask them to join as well althrough i knew they couldn't do much but just to have fun and then the coach noticed that i ask them to join and he yelled at me and said what are you doing they're all retarted and can't do anything so dont even think of letting them join again
and i got real frustrated with him that i just left the team and started my own team with the children and had lots of fun :)
Remember these are just dreams so bits may sound really weird so dont complain
Yea.... its just felt strange having these dreams at different times and still being able to remember them this clearly since its been about a yr since i had these 2 dreams but i was wondering if anyone could make something from these dreams???
Asain parents say that its bad to remember dreams
anyways im going to talk about my dreams and hopefully someone can interpret them becacuse i had them on different days but the strange thing was how they were related
Dream 1
I was in High school in Hong Kong, this was at the start of the day and all the students were dissing a white guy and white ppl in general then the teacher came in and we all sat down at our desk but then the teacher started making fun of white ppl as well and i couldn't take it anymore when the teacher said what are white people??? so i slam my hand down on the desk and said they are my best firends
Dream 2
I was late to a soccer pratice and i was running as fast as i could to get there and it felt pretty cool because the sidewalk became like a roller coaster going around corners and stuff (strange since im scared of roller coastes as noted in my last blog) but yeah when i got there i then figured i was the best player in team and was captain of the team as well (strange as well because i havent played in a soccer team since grade 5) and while we were training there i notice a group of people standing on the side, these people were disabled children and i ask them to join as well althrough i knew they couldn't do much but just to have fun and then the coach noticed that i ask them to join and he yelled at me and said what are you doing they're all retarted and can't do anything so dont even think of letting them join again
and i got real frustrated with him that i just left the team and started my own team with the children and had lots of fun :)
Remember these are just dreams so bits may sound really weird so dont complain
Yea.... its just felt strange having these dreams at different times and still being able to remember them this clearly since its been about a yr since i had these 2 dreams but i was wondering if anyone could make something from these dreams???
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
AH hA
hmm.... just felt like creating a blog for fun and see how it turns out
most topics will be random.....i think but yeah we'll see how it goes
topic 1 <== i would change the size of the 1 just to make it look more important but cant ^^"
Have you ever seen/saw something u wanted to try and had the chance to but never did?
Have you ever had the chance to do something cool but back out?
well i'll make it easier for you the AnswER is YES
but the real question is y didnt u take tat chance and give it a go
AnS: too shameful --SHAME for not trying XD
: fear -- i can relate but once u over come your fears then you'll feel VErY HigH :P
the question i really want answers for is NAME you FEAR? :D
i kick start lol
mY FEAR is going on ride's at DREAM world and MOVie WorlD
i dont know y but its not the height or speed its the G-force tat you get
i've been on the Wild WESt and Scooby DOo ride and felling the G's in that made me go really high because it was cool tat i have over come my fear XD
yeah end point is DO NOW and regret later even if it puts you in a lot of shame
because u'll feel higher than any drug on earth
PS: sorry for bad english
PPS: sorry for random caps everywhere
PPPS: sorry for random points everywhere
PPPPS: sorry about the shortness and not elaborating
PPPPPS: sorry about all the PS's :P
RAy
most topics will be random.....i think but yeah we'll see how it goes
topic 1 <== i would change the size of the 1 just to make it look more important but cant ^^"
Have you ever seen/saw something u wanted to try and had the chance to but never did?
Have you ever had the chance to do something cool but back out?
well i'll make it easier for you the AnswER is YES
but the real question is y didnt u take tat chance and give it a go
AnS: too shameful --SHAME for not trying XD
: fear -- i can relate but once u over come your fears then you'll feel VErY HigH :P
the question i really want answers for is NAME you FEAR? :D
i kick start lol
mY FEAR is going on ride's at DREAM world and MOVie WorlD
i dont know y but its not the height or speed its the G-force tat you get
i've been on the Wild WESt and Scooby DOo ride and felling the G's in that made me go really high because it was cool tat i have over come my fear XD
yeah end point is DO NOW and regret later even if it puts you in a lot of shame
because u'll feel higher than any drug on earth
PS: sorry for bad english
PPS: sorry for random caps everywhere
PPPS: sorry for random points everywhere
PPPPS: sorry about the shortness and not elaborating
PPPPPS: sorry about all the PS's :P
RAy
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